Its strange how people can change in the space of a week.

Its nice how a frown can suddenly turn into a smile.

Its horrible when a sudden sickening feeling comes to your stomouch.

I dont know what im saying!

but anyway, gooodbye Facebook <3

Im trying to tell a story of my mind and heart!

The only way i know how is through a pictures, a picture which i create, with pencil to paper.

The story can be black and white, does this give a dull story, a sad story.

Add in the slightest of colour, and it can send the imagination wild. Each colour can represent an emotion. <3 xxxx

Happy New Year !!

Funny night to start of whats hopefully going to be a funny year :)

okay it wll be if i forget about the exams, and the failed GCSE results, which ae possibly headig right my way.

I guess i can always have my down moments, but i main aim in life is three words, LIVE ... LOVE ... LAUGH

Do we see gcse or exams in there? no!!
so lets not, lt that stop us from having a good year.

I think the future seems very misty and interesting at the moment, so i am looking forward to it.

<3 xxxx

Living life like board game!

Its a strange idea of life, but i feel like a board game right now.

At first you want me, always want to play with me.
The you start to play with me less.
soon you'll get bored of me and then just throw me away.

Well i tell you something, you cant throw me away. I will make sure you never forget me. If you think you just throw me away then you dont know me at all.

I might be stupid, pathetc, but im a fighter, i have been a fighter for what i think since, from when i was always told i was wrong!
xxxx

Drag !!!

I never done it, i dont plan to, but if i were ever to be a drag queen, one day in my life i shall go .. from ..
Evan Cook .. toooooo .. Eliza Doocookie <3 teehee!! xxx

The words i will never forget, inspires me to paint the same picture, everyday, for aslong i need!

I realise that to keep what i want, i have to grin and bare it,
keep a smile on my face, when really im dieing from a broken heart inside.

im an artist so i cant just say grin and bare it, so ...

Everyday i shall carry the paints of my imagination, and paint on the smiles, and the laughter. My heart will be painted asif its never been broken!
so only i know that behind the whole picture theres a soul dieing, waisting away, crying alone.

Those words you said to be made my heart shatter on the floor like glass, a million pieces scattered, some never to picked up, never found, i will never be hole again!

If all you want is fun, and i want is you, then the paint will make the fun when really im sinking into a endless pit of depression, waiting for you to pull me out, but i know you will never pull me out <3 xxxx

long time noo speak from me!

wow it was a long time ago i was here, but i think i had withdrawel simptums from everything.
but my lifes gotten better, so i think i might right again, i do miss writing/typing abit.

well i guess this years nearly over, and well it has been rough i admit, but there are memories i always will have, but unfortunaly its probably the worst year for me so far.
I know people say a new start for a new year, but tbh its a load of crap, i just want to start 2011 happy, and end it happy, but most importantly with the sam boy in my arms.
The only thing thats kept me going, for a very long time.
He doesnt realise how special he really is, and never will, but aslong as hes mine i will make sure he never forgets it.
i think this might be me starting to post again haha :) xxxx