I realise that to keep what i want, i have to grin and bare it,
keep a smile on my face, when really im dieing from a broken heart inside.
im an artist so i cant just say grin and bare it, so ...
Everyday i shall carry the paints of my imagination, and paint on the smiles, and the laughter. My heart will be painted asif its never been broken!
so only i know that behind the whole picture theres a soul dieing, waisting away, crying alone.
Those words you said to be made my heart shatter on the floor like glass, a million pieces scattered, some never to picked up, never found, i will never be hole again!
If all you want is fun, and i want is you, then the paint will make the fun when really im sinking into a endless pit of depression, waiting for you to pull me out, but i know you will never pull me out <3 xxxx
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